Seventeen years ago, i underwent a fifteen hour operation that reconstructed my normal anatomy. A good Doctor out of New York City, saved my life and told me what he had done would last fifteen years. I felt good i continued to live my life with a disability, mind strong. Mind Strong is a term i use to over power the several emotions i have encountered during this life threatening medical condition i have endured. I use my own life, and things around me to elevate my mood to tremendous heights! you may have heard this word “Enthrallment” before, this Psychology professor W. Gerrod Parrott broke it down for us. I would look in the sky and see the color blue you couldn’t achieve with a crayon, walk by a rose and smell it, as no smell found in a bottle. I have elevated my own mood to a tremendous height that any person or persons that knew my life threatening condition and whom didn’t know of this threat, thought i was just as normal as anyone of them.
Those bad EMOTION kicked in again when i found myself with a pain i couldnt handle without medical assistance. Here it is 17 years after being told 15 years was all it would be to the operation working.
“Just when you think you Know humanity,”
Two in one week “Shake my head” having a pre existing condition, in the middle of going through my changes, The doctor said do you have back problems, because there is a cyst hitting your nerve ! ‘”OH'”okay ! I want to give you thirty days and come back, let’s see the progress of it, said the Doctor ! I made an appointment for 30 days after that visit, the office was calling to confirm the appointment, I thought wow they are calling a lot for a conformation, mind you 20 years with this doctor , so I Called back.
To my Surprise they tell me they no longer accept your coverage , so we can’t see you anymore good luck ! I said what? Wait! I want to speak to my Doctor, as I am demanding to speak to the doctor, in which the office did not want me too , he does call me back and tells me I would help you find another doctor, that you don’t have to pay ! Really Doc, What makes you think I would not Pay my balance an option you had not given me , Money over Health , SAD!
Once in your life you may run into someone who will directly or indirectly brive you! I have encountered an adult who while they were young lived in my house, ate my food, spent my money, dare with no respect take more out of selfishness. So many times throughout your life you hear quote “what goes up, must come down” or ” if you spit into the wind it will come back and hit you in the face”. It is time, as people call it karma and with this karma should it take you out of your character to act as they?
It’s so good, make you mouth sing with Joy!
Sauteed in extra virgin olive oil, garlic add red wine.
it’s 95 degrees, no air conditioner, no money, cherish moments! Time keeps going, only certain moments stand still, here today.
Finding a place to go, that cost nothing, and memories are priceless. “cherish”